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I really like this, I've noticed just looking at some of the requests you've done for Subichan and Mabo, that you're really good at ada...

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Room to Blow
I originally drew this way back in 2009, and then set about colouring it. However, real life intervened and it sat on my hard drive for many many years, I always put off releasing it until fully coloured. Today I decided, what the hell, I'll just put it out there, it's been so long since I released any new work and I have something here that I could potentially release... or wait another 7 years and see if I ever finish it. So here you go.    
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Hi.

I'm aware that a a number of people have sent me messages or left comments asking when my next story is going to be, when they are going to see a regular character again, or when there is going to be a continuation to a half-finished series. I apologise that I haven't responded to any of them, I'm flattered by the interest and this isn't directed at any one person as many people have contacted me. I don't wish to ignore any single person's queries but I've been struggling with things a lot this summer, life is becoming tough and unfortunately other than the occasional comment I've left on a very small number of inflation works I've seen, the very idea of engaging with the inflation community just feels totally overwhelming. It has taken me a long time even to build up the strength and presence of mind to write this note.

I just wanted everyone to know that. I feel really bad for the amount of people that have felt ignored by me over the previous few months, and if I'm honest, I never expected to draw this much interest from people that I would have to fear letting people down. I'm sorry if I have done.

I know I make have spoken on occasion of 'works in progress' but I have to admit now that no progress has been made, or will be made on any further works, possibly for quite a while.

I never actually did requests so if and when I do feel ready to resume work it will be entirely at my own pace. I know this will just cause people to contact me and say they don't mind if I work in my own time, but I'm sorry, I won't be able to handle the weight of expectation even if you try your best to remove it from my shoulders. Also, it really only works if it's something I want to to, I just can't motivate myself at all to realise other people's fantasies.

For a couple of months I felt I could use inflation art as a therapeutic tool; which is why there was some stuff from me early on in the summer after a very long hiatus. I had a couple of things that motivated me for a while, but sadly all motivation is now gone. I had a muse and I no longer do and am sadly missing her. It isn't just that loss, but it came at a very delicate time for me. I feel very isolated and have had a number of anxiety attacks over the last few months. I have my own health to think of and need to address those concerns before I even think about getting back to creating stories and drawings.

Having a muse really did transform my attitude towards inflation, someone who I just felt my desires were totally in tune with, not just a fantasy buddy but a real person with real feelings who I thought I had a connection with. I don't know what I did wrong, but she is no longer around. As I said before, losing her isn't in itself the cause of all this, but it did come at a difficult time when I was reaching out for human connections and support. For a while back then it did seem like I was going to reawaken from my slumber, this coincided with withdrawal of medication which, while emotionally difficult at first, released me from its vice-like grip to life again. Now though I no longer have any reason to carry on and must push on alone until I get better.

Thank you for your understanding, I'm OK... physically I'm in good health, mentally I'm lucid and rational and emotionally I'm tender and intense but improving. It will be a long road and I appreciate any understanding I can get.

Thank you all.

Carnatic.
  • Listening to: my body
  • Reading: the signs
  • Watching: my back
  • Playing: with my emotions
  • Eating: to survive
  • Drinking: to survive

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lopni Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2016  Student Digital Artist
What about a Prose that Blows - there's some activity about to slowly start on BI
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Asaran14 Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2015
Thank you for the watch!
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alwaysExpanded Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015
Thank you for the watch! Been a fan of yours for some time so it is a treat to be watch by you :3
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carnatichall Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015
You're welcome, figured I needed to get organised and start watching people that create good stuff instead of just searching 'inflation' all the time.
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alwaysExpanded Featured By Owner Nov 30, 2015
Hahahaha, that is so true. I hope you are all organized now with lost of fun inflation artists to watch XD
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LuckyJack020 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2015
Thank you for the watch ^.^ I appreciate your support.
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Burst-Your-Breasts Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Just wanted to chime in here and say I love your stories and art, carnatichall.  There are too few of us expansion/popping story writers around.  Cheers!
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protonstar Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2014
So I was wondering why didn't you upload Flight 33GG here on deviantart? I's one of your best stories IMO
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Friend987 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2014
I just have to say, I love your art and stories. But, while browsing Bodyinflation.org, I noticed some posts about 'floating away' stories.

I *love* stories where, to the inflator, their prey is just a toy, they don't even see their inflatee as anything other than a toy, and can callously drop them in the wind. While I would love that and am practically begging for it, I know it's hard to resist a good pop. :P

Still, more than anything, thanks for sharing your material~
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carnatichall Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2014
Well I can do stories where both happens. The inflatee floats away and when she gets high enough, with the drop in pressure, she pops. Perhaps in the future when I resume writing.
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